I wish I could make someone happy. I wish I could be the reason someone wakes up and smiles. I wish I was the first thing someone thought about when they wake up. Why does my life have to flip upside down?!
Make this pain stop. I’m so ready to die. I’d give anything to not wake up. I don’t want to live. My sadness hasn’t left. I’ve just covered it up and I’m out of things to mask it with. Everything is so bad again. I can’t keep on. I hate myself. I hate my life. I give up
I just spent $1.89 and got some of my favorite albums.
lol holy fucking shit.
I’m going insane again…. The nightmares are back… I’m trying to move on, but my subconscious refuses to let me. It’s killing me… It’s going to drive me mad… I’m going to get sent away again… I’m so scared…